What Trauma Bonding Really Looks Like: Azadeh’s Story (Episode 117)
In this deeply honest episode of Wake Up With Marci, we sit down with Azadeh Atzberger—a woman whose journey through addiction, emotional trauma, and healing is both heart-wrenching and powerfully inspiring.
Azadeh opens up about the hidden drivers of her addiction—not the substances themselves, but the emotional pain, unmet childhood needs, and toxic relationship patterns that led her to self-medicate. At the heart of her story lies a truth many don’t talk about: sometimes, the one who hurts you the most is the one you crave. That’s trauma bonding—and Azadeh lived it.
She speaks openly about the shame, silence, and confusion she carried for years, and the life-changing moment when she decided to break free and choose herself.
About the Author
Gerald D’Ambra is co-founder of On New Jersey.
Throughout his career in TV, Gerald has led projects developing shows for Cox Broadcasting, Sinclair, Fox, and Discovery Scripps. He is a former marketing and communications executive with a global technology company and a former TV News Anchor, Reporter, and Executive Producer.
Gerald led communications and marketing projects for global brands and secured national and local media placement. He has been nominated for Emmy Awards and won multiple AP awards for journalism.

